when life gives you lemons
or as the saying goes—
you take out a knife
and divide it with a slice.
raise a wedge to your mouth, and
canines into the flesh
until this lemon is but a peel.
zest can be salvaged,
juice into lemonade
with too many spoonfuls of sugar
to cover up the bitter, the sour,
the ugly, the shriveled.
and i am just a lemon
given away to others
with no zest, no fervour left.
sucked dry, without flesh
no bone at all, or sinew to unwind
just lemons given to life
a passing glance, fleeting thought
left behind in a grimace.
the stars are violently absent during the day
shrouded in light to hide the decay.
darkened clouds drunk on rain,
asteroids, comets crashing into terrain.
thus the world with a thousand suns
is reduced to one, when the war’s come and done.
there is a name to this body
strings that attach to it.
flesh and bone to bind it,
drenched in emotion and wrapped in gauze;
presented without any real cause.
a treasure, muses a cacophony of voices,
or a beast tucked away, hushed folklore
tired eyes, weary heart,
dimming lights, off the marks.
trudging through endlessly
i swallow down these useless pleas.
choke them down, toss it back
till the heart cries out at last.
a shattered dream, broken seams
cradling these blithe thoughts
as dawn breaks, the skies beam.
i dreamt of lips on mine,
framing the love you press
into picture perfect nothingness.
perhaps it is not much of anything,
not in such a loveless world during a loveless time.
and thus desperation rots,
pours out the slots,
of a cracked, shriveling heart.
rakes its claws down the spot,
drags me up from hell’s spawn,
curls a sneer against the small
of my back, chills long gone.
stars scattered, glass tempered,
desperate measures; answers surrendered.
i am a dying star, nameless.
Overachiever Magazine was started by Rehana Paul in October of 2018 to give a platform to all Asian women, non-binary people, and other gender minorities.
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